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| Source: Paul Maximilian Bisca, 2019 |
This year's 18th November can be remembered in a little different way. I was excited, but worried deeply for the fact that I have to face some established academicians and scholars and professors, in fact the brain box in the field and someone with a good understanding of the research process.
Indeed, I am fairly new to the field, a hard core academic. I mean in the real research field. I am currently pursuing a master's in information sciences under the supervision of two great professors.
It is already three months now that I've undertaken this area of study. The field that I am perhaps interested in for a long time. I always had a dream to become a professionally trained researcher, although research doesn't necessarily require one to sit under supervision. It is more of an interest and dedication to a particular area of study. With basic skills and willing to sacrifice time one can easily earn a degree or one can easily publish a paper.
However, to me it came at the cost of a difficult intersection of my foreign dream. Perhaps, I must declare that it came as a compulsion more than my own interest. Maybe I believe this is a perfect time that waited so long and that did not spare me this time. I would like to believe that it is by little coincidence that a new moment of life begins, and so is mine.
I am a fulltime research candidate in the University of Canberra (UC), Australia. A beautiful campus with amazing facilities, infrastructures, and faculties. A perfect place to practice, learn, unlearn and relearn almost anything. Without any doubt, one can easily build a future here in the campus. Just that one needs to dedicate time and space to work in any field of study.
After three and half months of undertaking this course, it is time for me to showcase my work in progress in the form of a short presentation, in fact to inform the university, faculty, and friends. It was my Introductory Seminar, one of the important milestones before I finally proceed to the confirmation seminar. This space brings a lot of suggestions and feedback that can potentially shape the course of study or time one can correct and move forward in the right direction.
More than the presentation, it was my worry and stress that made a few days high on alert with some level of anxiety rising over the head. Confused, worried, excited, and tensed so much that, all IF'S and WHAT'S and WHY'S were the questions running through my head till I finished my presentation.
I did my part as a third presenter after two of my friends did their part. It was 11:30 am, and it was my turn to prove my working topic...All mixed in thoughts and I presented for 21 minutes and 34 seconds.
Finally, when I did my part, I was happy, relaxed and felt light. I got some good feedback and some critical suggestions that if I can work that way,,, include this,,, check that,,, refer that theory,,, related that to this,,, how can you test,,, what is your expected outcome,,, and so on.
I've a dream, I have determination, courage, and a heart to work more, and hopefully someday I might produce some papers. When time will tell!
I was finally happy and relaxed, however, I do believe that I have an even bigger task ahead and responsibility to take my topic forward in the right manners with different energy and skill sets.




